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29 March 2008 @ 08:32 pm
tolen from gen

Be honest no matter what.

[ONE] Who was your last 3 texts from?
Lauren, Lauren, Rachel

[TWO] Where was your profile picture taken?
on my bed in my dorm

[THREE] What's your middle name?

[FOUR] Your current relationship status?
hopelessly single

[FIVE] Does your crush like you back?
most likely no. and it's not a full blown crush, just an interest.

[SIX] What is your current mood?

[SEVEN] What's your mom's name?

[EIGHT] What colour shirt are you wearing?
the blue/black patterened one with a green cardigan

[NINE] Would you kiss the last person you kissed?
well since he was drunk, absolutely not.

[TWELVE] Ever had a near death experience?
almost when we went to Chicago.

[THIRTEEN] Something you do a lot?

[FOURTEEN] Angry at anyone?

[FIFTEEN] Do you wanna see somebody right now?
yes, actually, I'm quite bored.

[SEVENTEEN] When was the last time you cried?
not too long ago but nothing hardcore.

[EIGHTEEN] Who would you do anything for?
well if anything doesn't constitute hurting someone else, then yes, for family and my best friends.

[NINETEEN] Who is your hero?
my step-sister Lindsay, I miss her and wish we got to know more about each other.

[TWENTY] What is the one thing you notice about the opposite sex first?
height, eyes, smile

[TWENTY-TWO] What's your biggest secret?
well then it won't be a secret anymore, will it.

[TWENTY-THREE] Where is your crush?
doing something cooler than I am I'm sure.

[TWENTY-FOUR] Would you ever take them back?
who's them? and no. because this question sounds like an angry ex question and I ain't got time.

[TWENTY-FIVE] Do you still watch kiddy movies or TV shows?
disney, bitch.

[TWENTY-SIX] What are you eating or drinking at the moment?
drinking some water

[TWENTY-SEVEN] Do you speak any other languages?
not enough Latin to count. God, that was a waste of 4 years.

[TWENTY-EIGHT] What's your favourite smell?
ones that remind me of people or places

[TWENTY-NINE] Describe your life?
often stressful, mildly lame, full of laughter and pretty happy.

[THIRTY] Have you ever kissed in the rain?
nothing special

[THIRTY-ONE] Do you like the rain?
sometimes, especially with lightning

[THIRTY-TWO] Who are you thinking about right now?

[THIRTY-THREE] What should you be doing right now?
crocheting, figuring out my Honor's project

[THIRTY-FOUR] What is your favourite memory?
grapes. with Lauren. hahah.

[THIRTY-FIVE] What are you listening to?
my mom talking on the phone

[THIRTY-SEVEN] Who was the last person you yelled at?
Allison jokingly

[THIRTY-EIGHT] Do you act differently around the person you like?'
probably dumber...
I freeze up sometimes

[THIRTY-NINE] What is your natural hair colour?
medium reddish brown, but now it's blackish red

[FORTY] Who was the last person to make you smile?
Current Mood: boredbored
24 March 2008 @ 09:16 pm
Game rules:
A)) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves. Tag 8 people. Those who are tagged cannot refuse.

B)) These 8 people must state who they were tagged by. You cannot tag the person who tagged you. Continue this game by sending this to 8 other people.

C)) Tagged by: Stormy

1. If your boyfriend/girlfriend cheated on you, what would your reaction be?
disappointment. and depending on the situation I'd be heartbroken. I'd break up with them regardless because I would never do that to someone. If I wanted to see someone else I'd end it with whoever I was currently with.

2. What will you do if you do not share the same feelings as the person who likes you?
Wow this hasn't happened in a while. I'd be flattered and still be friendly, but very cautious of the signals I was sending... making sure the FRIEND label is clear.

3. What is your favorite movie and why?
Ever? Well, there's at least 10. That's so hard to pick. Recently, either Juno or Atonement, because I'm thinking about them now.

4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
Most definitely. But, I'm optimistic. I think that I'd find a place that I was satisfied... or I hope. I want to have an influence on people regardless.

5. What's your ideal boyfriend/girlfriend like?
Intelligent- but not arrogant about it. Creative- surprises me, but doesn't intimidate me. Funny- can make me laugh, but knows when to be serious. I laugh a lot. Caring- understands priorities and wouldn't do anything to keep me from my goals, as I would never do that to them. Similar taste in a few things would be helpful, but not necessary... regardless they'd have to be open minded and accepting of differences. Someone who is mature, but doesn't take themself too seriously. God, I'm going to die alone.

6. What's your favourite band/music artist? Is there anything about them that makes them truly special to you?
Beatles songs make me swoon, I've liked the Goo Goo dolls for a long time (hometown boysss) and Brand New, depending on which album can pretty much capture whatever I'm feeling. Bon Jovi and Bruce Springsteen always have a place in my heart- my mom's influences... but Springsteen is so heartfelt and gritty that sometimes I need to listen to something that isn't whiny.

7. If the person you like does not accept you, would you continue to wait for them to change their feelings?
I've done that before and it's not worth it. It's one thing if you're in a relationship and you each make sacrifices for the betterment of your situation, but you can't CHANGE who someone is and you shouldn't alter who you truly are to suit someone else's expectations. I think I wouldn't completely write it off, but I wouldn't let it suck the life out of me, like too many girls I know.

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
swallow my feelings forever. I can't ruin what someone else has no matter how much I want it to change.

9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy recently?
the pseudo-care of my father sometimes, missing my friends, and trying to figure out what/who I am all about. But, I wouldn't call it unhappy. More challenging. I've been extremely happy- I love my life at the moment.

10. How do you want to live your life?
with meaning and laughter.

11. Relate a quote from a book to yourself/life/situation right now.
"There is no order in the world around us, we must adapt ourselves to the requirements of chaos instead. It is hard to adapt to chaos, but it can be done. I am living proof of that: It can be done.
- Breakfast of Champions Kurt Vonnegut

12. If you find out that your best friend is going out with your boyfriend/girlfriend, how would you react?
freak the fuck out.

13. Who is currently the most important person to you?
my mom, Lauren, Kristen.

14. What is the most predominant color around you?
white walls and the dark blue on my comforter

15. Would you rather be single and rich or married and poor?
if poor and married = happy, I'd pick that in a heartbeat.

16. What kind of sounds are the most annoying?
Allison's weird throat noise she makes when she sleeps, and any noise my dog happens to make.

17. Would you give your all in a relationship?
I feel like I've never had the chance to prove what I would give in a relationship. But yes, if my heart was in the right place, I'd give it my all. The problem comes if the other person can't or won't give their all.

18. Do you ever wonder if the way you see things visually aren't how other people see them?
I know they are, and I wouldn't change it for the world. Being an art major, especially now in Alfred, I can really appreciate the things around me.

19. What do you think about/What crosses your mind before you fall asleep at night?
I think about the people I miss, sometimes I think of the past, sometimes I think about the future or things I wholeheartedly hope will happen for me or the people I care about. Or sometimes I think about a tv show or movie haha.

20. What words do you like the sound of?
antidisestablishmentarianism because it makes me laugh. and indubitably. because I've never had the perfect chance to use it. Or any Italian words, or ordinary English spoken by a hot Brit. haha.

21. From where do you derive inspiration?
the people I care about, experiences I've had

I tag: Stormy, Nicole, Carmen, Kristen, Lauren, I don't have 8...
Current Location: dorm
Current Mood: contemplativecontemplative
Current Music: I have Because by the Beatles stuck in my head. It's soothing.
10 February 2008 @ 03:20 pm
1. What was the best compliment someone paid you today?
It looks kind of funny like that...

2. What was the biggest irritation of your day?
the whole not-studying factor.

3. What one thing do you crave the most right now?
Lauren! you know.

4. How old is too old for you? (As in a relationship)
uhhh gross.

How young is too young?
17 is the age of consent

5. Name 3 things the past week has taught you:
I love DVDs, it's a good thing I didn't go home this weekend, I have atrocious study habits.

6. Who do you consider to be your Guardian Angel?
your mom

7. Do you believe it’s true that you can count your true friends on one hand?
yes I suppose. Well, there's a difference between true friends and your closest friends.

8. What topic gets you really fired up in discussions?
religion, politics, movies, tv shows, books.

9. Is honesty really the best policy?
sometimes a white lie is so much better.

10. Name 2 traits you have picked up from each parent:
dad: artistic and nerd. mom: independent and meanish.

11. Give 3 reasons why 2008 will rock more than 2007 ever could:
second semester Alfred. duhh

12. First date sex - yay or nay?

13. Describe the filthiest thought in your head right now:
for some reason splash babies was the first thing that came to mind. Damn you Stormy!

14. How often do you need to get laid?

15. The last movie that made you really think?

16. If you could pursue one hobby, regardless of cost and time, what’d it be?
movie and tv reviews

17. Would you demand a pre-nup?
fuck that shit. who knows

18. State something about yourself that has changed recently
I'm more aware of what I'm capable of.

19. Do you talk about emotions or clam up?
lately more emotional... but usually quiet

20. What do you hate about guys?
that there aren't any good ones here readily available. or interested...

21. Name the most disgusting thing you ever saw?
knee surgery/ cornea transplant

22. What’s the biggest lie you’ve ever told?
um... I'm not tell you.

23. What kind of parent do you think you’ll be?
I hope I'd be a great parent.

24. At what point where you having the time of your life?
so far, senior year... alfred's coming in close second.

25. Finish this - when life screws you over, you must - kill yourself, emo kid.
Current Location: dormmmm
Current Mood: coldis cold a mood? it's a state
Current Music: Jesus- Brand New (coming from next door)
03 February 2008 @ 09:57 pm
This is the first time in a long time I've felt the need to write in here... I don't think anyone really reads this anymore.

So much has happened since August that I didn't really realize it until now. Well, maybe I did but chose not to acknowledge it.

I'm not the same person I used to be. I thought I had such a clear idea of what I was about, but lately it's all been jumbled up. I always thought that cliche of "finding yourself" and blah blah blah I don't know who I am was bullshit, but it's been feeling all too real. I've finally settled into Alfred and I love it here. I really do. Visiting Geneseo today and hanging out with Audrey made me a little homesick though. I don't know what it is, honestly, because my mind is so happy to be in school and I am genuinely enjoying it, but there's something else that's uncontrollable that lets these stupid little thoughts pop up. I'm thrilled I've found friends here and they're great. I'm always going to have a place for my friends at home. I just feel like I'm kind of floating in the middle.

For the past two days I've been in this ridiculously emotional mood. Music makes me want to cry and I've been "pondering" which is never a good sign. And no, I'm not pregnant or PMSing. Weird, huh.

Bleh... I don't know what it's all about. I miss Lauren and Kristen. They get it.
Current Mood: discontentdiscontent
Current Music: Arcade Fire- Rebellion
27 January 2008 @ 10:42 am
YO U ... C A N ... O N L Y ... T Y P E ... O N E ... W O R D ! N O ... E X P L A N A T I O N S . BITCH.

1. Yourself: lame
2. Your bedroom: yellow
3. Your hair: short
4. Your Mother: jafarlene
5. Your Father: lackadasical
6. Your Favorite Item: mac
7. Your dream last night: jk
8. Your Favorite Drink: clear
9. Your Dream Home: comfy
10. The Room You Are In: shared
11. Your x: gone
12. Your fear: sledding
13. Where you Want to be in Ten Years: helping
14. Who you hung out with last night: ladies
15. What You're Not: badass
16. Your Best Friend on Myspace: over
17. One of Your Wish List Items: boy
18. Your Gender: femminazi
19. The Last Thing You Did: pee
20. What You Are Wearing: items
21. Your Favorite Weather: fall
22. Your Favorite Magazine: bleh
23. The Last Thing You Ate: toothpaste
24. Your Life: starting
25. Your Mood: spacey
27. What are you thinking about right now: boy
28. Work: summer
29. Your Fav. food: italian
30. Your skin tone: pastry
31. Myspace: old
32. School: awesome
33. You drive: Bessie

Are you happy with your given name?:
sure... at high school I was one of three Deannas in my grade. at Alfred, I think I'm the only one!

What is your guaranteed weeping movie?:
Love Actually, Juno, Garden State anything ridiculously emo and sweeeet.

What is the one thing you like to do alone?:

What's a major fear of yours?:
rejection and failure

Are you a pyromaniac?:
i have my moments (typially with lauren)

Do you know anyone famous?
the notorious S.T.O.R.M.S.

Describe your bed:

What type of character would you play in a movie?:

What do you carry with you at all times?:
chapstick, keys

How do you eat an apple?:
how many ways are there to eat an apple? let's say pie.

Do you prefer to stand out or blend in?:
depends... lets say somewhere in the middle

What kind of first impression do you think you give people?:
i'm a loser baby

Favorite communication method?:
face to face

What is your hidden talent?:
fuck if i know

Do you own a Bible?:
only the 25 pound family bible that has everyone's communion/confirmation/funeral cards stuck inside it at home.

Do you have a problem changing clothes in front of friends?:
I'm skilled at sneaky stripping. gym class.

What should you be doing instead of this?:

Who was the last person that called you?:

Are you ready?:
"I'm ready I'm ready I'm ready." -- Spongebob Squarepants

What is the last gift you gave someone?:
fuzzy ducky quacky thing to roomie

Does everything happen for a reason?:
who knows

What is your biggest headache lately?:
homework status work

What color is your bedroom?:
at home it's yellow and hot pink and purpleish, here it's cold white bricks.

Do you consider yourself to be a nice person?:
i used to think so. I'm not so sure anymore.

Have you ever pierced your own body part or that of someone else?
ew I would not be able to stomach that

What kind of watch do you wear?
cell phone

What's one car you will never buy?
hummer. what a fucking waste.

How many online journals do you read daily?:
3 or so

Do you cry in front of your friends?:
I haven't in a long time.

Would you die to save the life of someone you dearly love?:

What was your first job?:
Reid's hamburger whore

What was the last thing you typed before this survey?
email password

Favorite word(s) lately?:
chicka chicka yeeeah. and "heyyyyyyyy _______________!"

What's the strangest thing that's happened to you in the past week?
making a giant vagina eggbeater government created killer robot out of plastic.

You have a crush, don't you?:

What is the little physical habit that gives away your insecure moments?:
I look down or avoid strong eye contact, or I keep crossing my arms

Do you talk a lot?:
entirely too much

What do you typically order at a bar?:
your mom

Favorite writing utensil?:
blood. ok, or pen.

What's one thing you're a loser at?:

When's the last time you made someone cry?:
I hope it was a long long time ago

Do you like the rain?:
better than snow

Who was the last person you talked to in person?:

What are your plans for the weekend?:
homework movies crapples to crapples

How much money would it take for you to give up the internet for a year?
quite a large sum, my friends.

Where's your ideal married location?:
somewhere I'm happy, with a cozy house and good friends and a nice neighborhood.

What do you cook the best?:
lets say the crock pot method is pretty fool proof

Kind of books do you like to read?:
lately kurt vonnegut...

If you win the lottery, what would you like to do?:
save/invest/college fund for kids, donate some to childhood cancer research, and do what I love (whatever that may be)

If you don't like a person, how do you show it?:
ignore them or am short with them

How long have you known your best friend?:
13 years and 5 years

What are you listening to?
the sound of the heater in my room

What was the last thing you laughed at?
arrested development

What do you wish you were doing right now?
back in bed

What musical instrument do you wish you could play?:
guitar or piano

What's the funniest experience you ever had at your job?:
when we all dared Jamie to eat a whole raw onion and he shoved it in his mouth and subsequently vomited a short time later.

If you could speak any language, which language would you speak?

() smoked a cigarette
() smoked a cigar
() smoked anything else
(more like kissed) made out with a member of the same sex
( ) crashed a friend's car
( ) stolen a car

() been in love
(x) been dumped
(x) stolen
() been fired
(x somewhat) been in a fist fight

() snuck out of my parent's house
(x) had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back
( ) been arrested
() made out with a stranger
( ) gone on a blind date

(x) lied to a friend
(x) had a crush on a teacher
(x) skipped school
( ) slept with a co-worker
(x) seen someone die

(x) had a crush on one of your MYSPACE friends
(x) been to Canada
() been to Mexico
() been on a plane
( ) thrown up in a bar

( ) purposely set a part of myself on fire
(x) eaten Sushi
( ) been snowboarding
(x) met someone in person from MYSPACE
(x) been moshing at a concert

( ) been in an abusive relationship
(x) taken painkillers
(x) love someone or miss someone right now
(x) laid on your back and watched the clouds
(x) made a snow angel

(x) flown a kite
(x) built a sand castle
(x) gone puddle jumping
(x) played dress up

(x) jumped into a pile of leaves
(x) gone sledding
(x) cheated while playing a game
(x) been lonely
(x) fallen asleep at work/school

( ) used a fake id
(x) watched the sun set
() felt an earthquake
(x) touched a snake

(x) been tickled
() been robbed
() robbed someone
(x) been misunderstood
(x) pet a reindeer/goat.

(x) won a contest
(x) run a red light
( ) been suspended from school
() had detention
(x) been in a car accident

(x) Felt like an outcast
(x) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(x) had deja vu
(x) danced in the moonlight

(x) hated the way you look
(x) witnessed a crime
(x not professionally ) pole danced
(x) questioned your heart
(x) been obsessed with post-it notes

(x) squished barefoot through the mud
(x) been lost
() been to the opposite side of the country
(x) swam in the ocean
(x) felt like dying

(x) cried yourself to sleep
(x) played cops and robbers
(x) recently colored with crayons/colored pencils/markers
(x) sung karaoke
(x) paid for a meal with only coins

(x) done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(x) made prank phone calls
(x) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
(x) caught a snowflake on your tongue
(x) kissed in the rain

(x) written a letter to Santa Claus
( ) been kissed under a mistletoe
(x) watched the sun set with someone you care about
(x) blown bubbles
() made a bonfire on the beach

(x) crashed at a party
(x FLORIDA AND CHICAGO ahhh) Have Traveled more than 5 days with a car full of People
(x) gone rollerskating
(x) had a wish come true

(x) worn pearls
( ) jumped off a bridge
(x) screamed penis in class
(x) ate dog/cat food
(x jokingly ) told a complete stranger you loved them

(x) sang in the shower
(x) have a little black dress
( ) fucked in a park
(x) had a dream that you married someone
(x) glued your hand to something

(x ) got your tongue stuck to a flag pole
( ) kissed a fish
(x) worn the opposite sexes clothes
( ) been a cheerleader
(x) sat on a roof top

( ) had sex at a church
(x) screamed at the top of your lungs
() done a one-handed cartwheel
(x) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours
(x) stayed up all night

( ) didn't take a shower for a week
() pick and ate an apple right off the tree
(x) climbed a tree
( ) had a tree house
(x) are scared to watch scary movies alone.

( ) believe in ghosts
(x) have more then 15 pairs of shoes
(x) worn a really ugly outfit to school just to see what others say
() gone streaking
() played ding-dong-ditch

(x) played chicken fight
(x) been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
(x) been told you're hot by a complete stranger
(x) broken a bone
(x) been easily amused

( ) caught a fish then ate it
(x) caught a butterfly
(x) laughed so hard you cried
(x) cried so hard you laughed

(x) mooned/flashed someone
(x) had someone moon/flash you
(x) cheated on a test
(x) forgotten someone's name

() slept naked
(x) French braided someones hair
() gone skinny dippin in a pool

1. spell your name backward: inairam eiram annead

2. story behind your first name: my mom didn't want to name me danielle

3. whens your birthday? 3/9/89

4. where do you live: the LKPT, sometimes Tonawanda, Alfred U

5. your hair: shortish red brown

6.your eyes: really dark brown

7. toothbrush: silver and green

8. jewelry worn daily: usually earrings

9. cell phone: lifeline

10. pillow cover right now: blue with flowers

11. car: beige 96 ford contour, suckas.

12. bedroom: i miss it

13. sunglasses: desperately need a new pair!!!!

14.shampoo: aussie

15. cologne and/or perfume: DNKY bedelicious and victorias secret sprays

16. ever been drunk: yes

17. piercings: ears

18. what you are wearing now?: yoga pants, purple tshirt, hoodie from yesterday, leopard print slippers

19. wishing: find something

20. wanting: knowledge

23. if you could get away with it and murder anyone who would it be: i don't know if i'm capable of doing something that terrible

24. person and/or people you wish you could see right now: lauren and kristen and MAPES

25. one of your favorite movies: Superbad, Fight Club (tie)

26. something you're looking forward to in the coming week: actually starting art stuff thats not inflatable. and possibly going to geneseo next weekend

27. something you just ate: cereal

28. something you are deathly afraid of:your face

29. do you like candles: smelly ones

30. do you like incense: no.

31. do you like the taste of blood: wtf no

32. do you believe in love: yes

33. do you believe in love at first sight: not love. like.

34. do you believe in Heaven: bleh

35. do you believe in God:bleg

36. Do you have a tattoo?: no

37. If you could eat something right now what would it be?: chinese from the Mayflower in LKPT.

38. Are you addicted to Myspace: faceybook

39. can you eat with chopsticks: sometimes

40. what's your favorite coin: quarters

41. what are some of your favorite candies:chocolate

42. Favorite soda: root beer

43. what's something you wish you could understand better: love

44. If you could turn back time, what would you change?: not sure

45. If given a million dollars what's one thing you would buy?: a home.

46. Can you cook?: depends on what im making

47. do you know what it feels like to be in love: bleh

48. do you know how to have fun: duhhh

49. What are you excited for in your life: Alfred

50. Whats your favorite color?: orange, electric blue

1. Taken a picture naked?

2. Taken a shower with someone?

3. Made out with a member of the opposite sex?
too long ago

4. Drove a car?

5. Stolen anything?

6. Interested in someone?
not enough

7. Been dumped?
i was the dumper

8. Stolen money from a friend?

9. Gotten in a car with people you just met?

10. Been in a fist fight?
not serious

11. Snuck out of your/someones house?

12. Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back?
fo course

13. Been arrested?

14. Hugged a stranger?
no unless you count family ive never met until then.

15. Met with a member of the opposite sex somewhere?
who hasn't

16. Left your house with out telling your parents?
over break

18. Ditched school to do something more fun?

19. Slept in a bed with a member of the same sex?
yes but not for sexy time

20. Lost a friend?

21. Been on a plane?

22. Been to an island?
grand island haha

23. Slept in until 3?
once in a great while

24. Love someone or miss someone right now?
miss someone.

25. Laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by?

26. Made a snow angel?

27. Played dress up?

28. Cheated while playing a game?

29. Been lonely?

30. Kissed more than 4 people in one night?

31. Been to a club?
sub zero- lame ass club. waiting on marcellas over spring break

32. Felt an earthquake?

33. Touched a snake?

35. Been suspended from school?

37. Been in a car accident?
yes but it wasn't serious

38. Hated the way you look?

39. Made yourself throw up?

40. Crawled through a window?

41. Been lost?

42. Been to Disneyland?

43. Felt like dying?

44. Cried yourself to sleep?

46. Sang karaoke?

47. Done something you told yourself you wouldn't?

48. Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose?
a few times.

49. Caught a snowflake on your tongue?

50. Kissed in the rain?
yes but it wasn't magical

51. Sang in the shower?

52. Made love on the beach?
sand would be scratchy, no?

53. Had a dream that you married someone?
hah john krasinski

54. Glued your hand to something?
more than you would expect

55. Got your tongue stuck to a flag pole?
yes but it wasn't nearly as bad as in a christmas story... fcking middle school.

56. Ever gone to school partially naked?

57. Been a cheerleader?
only when making fun of lauren for being a cheerleader

58. Thought about going gay?
it would be easier.

59. Didn't take a shower for a week?
yes camping

60. Ever too scared to watch scary movies alone?

61. Played chicken?

62. Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?

63. Been told you're hot by a complete stranger?

64. Broken a bone?

65. Been easily amused?

66. Laugh so hard you cried?

68. Cheated on a test?
yes Latin haha

69. Forgotten someone's name?

70. Slept naked?

71. Done something dumb while drunk?
i'm a happy drunk. but i ususally dont do anything stupid

73. Blacked out from drinking?

74. Played a prank on someone?

75. Gone to a late night movie?
yes Pirates and Harry Potter

76. Made love to anything not human?

77. Failed a class?

78. Choked on something you're not supposed to eat?

79. Smoked pot?

80. Cheated on a girl/boyfriend?

81. Did you celebrate the 4th of July?

82. Thrown strange objects?
of course

83. Felt like killing someone?
who hasn't

84. Thought about running away?

where's 85?

86. Got a piercing?

89. Made a parent cry?
yeah when i left for college

90. Cried over someone?

91. Owned more than 5 sharpies?
i need some more.

92. Dated someone (same person) more than once?

93. Had/Have a dog?

96. Been in a band?
um if by band you mean Concert and Symphonic band. clarinet haha

97. Drank 25 sodas in a day?

98. Broken a CD?

99. Shot a gun?

100. Lied to a cop?
02 December 2007 @ 04:59 pm
Art school eats my brains.

I can't wait until Christmas.

The End.
09 August 2007 @ 07:29 pm

It just dawned on me how much I'm going to miss my friends. Everytime I think things are over, you prove me wrong. 

I wish I could spend more time with them :(

30 May 2007 @ 07:52 pm
You know it's pathetic when you should have an entire vocabulary to express your emotions, after years of schooling, and all you can come up with is screaming at the top of your lungs:


Now if only I could really yell that out loud. 

That's all I feel.

Current Mood: fuck
Current Music: Third Eye Blind- How's It Gonna Be

I've been thinking.

Thinking that we all basically hate each other.

Thinking that this school year couldn't end soon enough.

Thinking that I'm probably never going to see most of these people ever again.

Thinking that graduation is just around the corner.

Thinking that I'm doubting my future.

But thinking that I'm okay with it all...

It is what it is. Everyone sucks. School is lame. Working is tedious. But it could be a hell of a lot worse.

And to those of you I hate- it's been fun. Too bad we'll never see each other again.

To those I consider friends- it's almost inevitable that we'll lose touch, but I'll still think of you.

And to anyone else- fuck it.




and I couldn't be happier.

Current Mood: cynicalcynical
11 May 2007 @ 04:28 pm
Why the hell can't people STOP pretending to be the victims and blame everything on everyone else. Why can't they STOP giving themselves so much GODDAMN credit when they don't deserve it and haven't done a DAMN thing to change anything. Why can't they stop being so fucking IMMATURE and maybe realize that THEY are the ones with the PROBLEM. And that it's the general consensus.

WHY the hell does senior year suck so much?

I hope they get hit with reality at college because people won't put up with their shit anymore.
Current Mood: aggravatedaggravated